I'm in a period of my life where I have my friends and family to love me but I want that one person that totally understands me, if I cry they can kiss my tears away, that makes me laugh whenever I'm down, who can change my outlook of life, and no matter how bad I fuck up will always be there to pick up the pieces. I want to be in a place where if me that person are looking in each others eyes everything around us fades away and I can only see them. Oh how I long for that feeling.....Love these days seems to be based on Sex and looks.... But Truly loving another means letting go of all expectations. It means full acceptance, even celebration of another personhood....I hope everyone understands me. I just felt like talking about my defination of love, I want to love someone. Everyday I learn a new lesson about life and I'm growing into a different person, its scary but at the same time welcoming. I talked with Steve today and we had a very serious conversation and he told me that he's proud of me, because I have changed so much.....as much as I talk about wanting love from a man, I don't need it to complete me. I'm actually doing fine without it, I don't need a man to tell me I'm beautiful, smart, and interesting because I know Iam...I'm just saying that having that kind of love would be an add bonus to life.
Does anyone understand where I'm coming from~ is my idea of love..right?
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